Enough to worry any sober guy…

Well, I am in the Physics 2 class now. It did not get canceled. We ended up having eleven people sign up, which is the minimum they can have to keep a class. The times are on the schedule, but I’ll put them here. The lecture class is from 1:30PM to 2:35PM on Monday thru Thursday. The laboratory is from 9:30AM to 12:50PM on Thursday. That leaves a little gap on Thursday, in which I have nothing to do. If anyone is around the area at that time and wants to have lunch or hang out and talk, feel free to find me or contact me. Trust me, I won’t mind the company. So far, Physics 2 is okay… I think having only this one class will be good for me in the long run, but we will see.
I am going to go see Star Wars Episode 3 Wednesday morning at 12:20AM. Early huh? Well, I’ve done it before. Having my class in the afternoon will give me time to rest. So, I don’t want to get to detailed on my opinions here, for the obvious reason that this is the Internet and broadcasting my entire mindset is often dangerous. Here’s the group: Robert, Keith, Regina, Jessica, Heather, Katie, and me. Now… maybe I’m being pessimistic again, but… it was my understanding that certain people in this group don’t get along very well… Ehem… among other things. It should be a very interesting late night. Hopefully, my mind will be so liquefied by that hour that I won’t be able to tell what’s going on. Usually whenever I hang out in a group like this, I am oblivious to what’s going on behind the scenes, even when I am the one involved. You’d think that would be a bad thing, but it really isn’t. It is very defensive. Besides, I only have to act as though I don’t know what’s going on to be protected.
On that note, as you know, I think all the time. My mind is constantly going a mile a minute. Thinking about people, things that happened during the day, daydreaming about how things could have happened, etc. But a thought jumped into my mind, and I was unable to come up with an answer. Do I calculate? Obviously I do in math, but I was wondering. Do I calculate everything I say? I don’t know the answer. I mean, reason is, I think before I say almost anything. I think about what the reaction will be when I talk. So the result is I often hide certain opinions or comments. So, how far do I take it? Could it to the point of being… unethical? Does this make any sense? It could be that I say things or do not say things to sway people around me, but I don’t know that I do that. If I do, I am not aware of it. And if so, is it bad? I mean, there is no character more respectable in Star Wars than Palpatine, and he is the master of calculating. If I do it, I am sure I do not do it to be evil; I would just do it to protect myself, seemingly… So, what do you think?
Kittens… A stray cat decided to make our greenhouse her little personal place to launch her babies… A gray cat (too young to be having kittens) had four kittens (black and white ones) in my greenhouse… Now what? Well, we are feeding her… so…