All this Nativity stuff is now over. We did that yesterday. I ended up only being an angel, not Hared. That was good, because I didn’t have time to jump into another costume in the woods. I stayed pretty warm through it all, but the woods irritated my nose. I feel fine though. It didn’t make me sick.
Saturday, I saw Lord of the Rinds: “The Return of the King” with Lauren. Everyone seems to be trying to figure out my next move. Well, I’m not making any moves, and I don’t think I will be making any moves for a long time, if ever. I would really just rather retire. The people that I would “move” for are not interested. There is someone that I’m having trouble getting out of my brain, but it’s just a waste of emotional energy. I’m trying not to think about it anymore.
Today I’m going to the dentist for “stage 1”. I’m get some teeth pulled, a commitment I do not care to make. I just know that I’m going to go half way through all this dental work, and something will happen, and my parents will stop paying for it. Then I’ll be stuck with a screwed up mouth and no way to finish it.
Everything is just a waste.